HIM: The more you hate, the more you love!
ME: Hindi naman kita hate ee. Di lang kita love! HAHA. :D
This holiday season is no different from the others. It’s gonna be me, my bed and books again. No, i don’t miss my man of steel. I just missed the person I am when I was with him. Hay. Superman, wag kang magpapakita sken baka ndi kna makabalik sa gf mu! Haha. :D
Dear Tumblr,
↲I was taken aback by the message. Tss. Pissed me off. In my artificial world, I got no choice but to pretend I’m not who I am and I don’t feel what I feel. Damn norms. Damn you. I shud have known. Men suck. Big time! Oh, I hate most of ‘em! Dorks. Yea, name this post bitter or however you’d like to call it. Gees. I’m so fucked up again.
Dear Tumblr,
This past few days, I was thinking about this man. OK, so akala ko OK kami. Bwisit. Sabi q na nga ba! Sabi ko na! Amp. Eto na lang. F*ck you, man. F*ck.
A Time to Reap
by Ju Liet on Thursday, November 24, 2011 at 9:57pm
I called him up that weekend—apologized for what I have done. To my amusement, he burst out in uncontrollable anger telling me how frustrated he is that morning when he woke up and I am nowhere to be found. He told me I would never realize how hurt he was the time he realized I am not the same person anymore. That he couldn’t share with me his activities for the day, borrow books, or even argue with my whims. I could have warned him but I did not. It was my fault, alright. It’s just everything is novelty. I didn’t have the time to adapt myself from these changes. That was worse. I needed time to contemplate for my lost personal space. The idea of warning him and telling him that I need to be on my own because his presence is a distraction of my normal routines and an invasion of my sanctuary does not sound too appealing. So, I just let it be.
Now, I feel it’s payback time. Because whatever he felt during that time is now of my own. Where he failed, I’m going to succeed. I’m going to understand. Seek for what you lost. Find peace of mind. Whenever you’re ready, I’m going to take you back. :D
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